Posts tagged “People

Shadows & Echoes

Posted on February 15, 2015

“A writer is someone for whom writing is more difficult than it is for other people.” ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ — Thomas Mann ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ When I first began this blog, in 2009, it provided for me as a young teenager a way to connect with a world beyond the confines of my own. I was 15, running scared, yet going nowhere. Words fell naturally from my conscious onto the pages of my blog; I bled without any inhibition and found at least temporary release. Connecting with an audience – of only a few hundred initially – liberated me, and was my first experience of interacting with a reality which challenged my sense of isolation. I was discovering the music of Bruce Springsteen amidst the ongoing tragedy of…

Bruce Springsteen’s Anomaly

Posted on December 29, 2013

  4 weeks from now I will be standing further from Scotland than I have ever stood before. I will have jumped from the middle of a bleak Scottish winter, to the welcome heat of a South African summer. Close to 6,500 miles South of where I write now, Bruce Springsteen & the E Street Band will make their South African debut, begin their 2014 World Tour, and in doing so will not only mark a momentous event in the evolution of South Africa, but also the progression of one young fan – me – from a child with dreams, to an adult with memories. I will see my 25th concert in South Africa – something which, for so long, seemed like a dream I didn’t…

“Evolution”

Posted on May 12, 2013

A frontman in his own right, Nils has been happy to play sideman — and secret weapon — for several rock ‘n roll greats. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ Most interactions that occur between fan and Rock star last maybe 1, or 2 minutes. Occasionally, some fans get lucky enough to have a longer period talking with an artist whom they love, with maybe even enough time for a photo or two, too. In those moments, the fortunate fan is elated to a level similar to, or even greater than, the actual experience which makes them a fan to begin with… In either case, meeting an idol, an inspiration, or personal rock ‘n roll role-model is an unusual and rare joy. I got lucky once, when I was…

We Are Alive

Posted on April 9, 2013

He asked, “What makes a writer?” “Well,” I said, “it’s simple. You either get it down on paper, or jump off a bridge. – Charles Bukowski A few weeks ago, I stood beneath a dark blue and black sky. The wind was strong, and cold, and the river which lay before me was raging. I stood alone on the grassy embankment, with the bright lights of the city across the water, twinkling, and a tear in my eye. I was shaking. It was cold, much too cold, but that was only half the reason my knees trembled. The moon above me was bright, and the clouds illuminated below its pale white face looked like ghosts, out to remind the world that, hey – we are…

Tomorrow There’ll Be Sunshine, and All This Darkness Past

Posted on December 31, 2012

On the 21st of September this year, an old friend of mine said to me –You’re the luckiest guy I know, Connor! As I sit here now – on a train to Edinburgh to experience the world famous Hogmanay celebrations which, every year, put Scotland at the top of the list of places to travel – I think about 2012; my travels & adventures, my loves & losses, the sights and sounds I have experienced across the world, the 20,000 miles I have travelled, and the words of my old friend, and how – undeniably – 2012 has been the most exciting of my life so far. More recently, another old school friend said to me that I had an awesome life. Just like…

Good luck, goodbye, Bobby Jean

Posted on August 4, 2012

As the great writer and poet, Charles Bukowski once said, “poetry is what happens when nothing else can”. I have always thought the same of words. So often in my life I have turned to words in moments when nothing else could bring any absolution. Music, the ultimate form of poetry, is the last point of retreat when the world seems at its most dark. Musicians can often stand between the void of darkness and emptiness in pain and desolation, and the undying light of hope which keeps it at bay. When I was young and the world seemed like a dark place, I found the work of a young musician from New Jersey. I listened to The River, and could relate to the…

Hola Barcelona! Hola Catalonia! (Night 1)

Posted on June 18, 2012

“FAITH will be REWARDED” – Bruce Springsteen   As life progresses I find that increasingly the main source of faith invested in me comes from the same people who support my writing and anticipate my new posts. This blog has always provided a great diversity in terms of content and message. I write about music, and I write about life… Most fundamentally I try to find that moment at which life and music intersect, in such a way which defines their dependence upon one another. That is, our dependence upon music in life, and music’s dependence upon life to be meaningful. It is in music we that find the definition of beauty, it is in music that we seek shelter in our moments of…

Ain’t That Young Anymore

Posted on March 17, 2012

“So you’re scared and you’re thinking That maybe we ain’t that young anymore” – Bruce Springsteen, Thunder Road, 1975 This is the last post which I will ever write as a “child”. In less than 1 hour I will be 18 years old. 00:00, March 18th 2012 marks the moment at which my childhood will officially end, being replaced by the void which is my future as an adult. I stare the rest of my life in the face, and reflect upon what has been – almost – 18 years of life. When I think about everything which I have experienced, both individually, and as part of my family, and society, I am staggered that, as opposed to coming to the end of adulthood,…

Wrecking Ball

Posted on February 21, 2012

If ever I questioned the existence of God, I look at Bruce Springsteen and realise that the notion of the Lord working in “mysterious ways” is nothing short of truth. In a world ravaged by global warming, famine, and war, where western society is characterised by greed, a lust for money, and a fervent desire for power, more often than not it is easy to become disillusioned with the dreams which so fuelled our transition from childhood into adulthood. The idea of the great “American Dream” – a dream which at one point symbolised all that was good about the western world and its ability to offer equal opportunities to all men – is becoming something which is nearly as unattainable as the wealth…

Everything Is Everything

Posted on February 14, 2012

“Coffee cups on the counter, jackets on the chair Papers on the doorstep, you’re not there Everything is everything Everything is everything But you’re missing” – Bruce Springsteen Today marks the 4th anniversary of my Dad’s death, for it was on Thursday the 14th of February 2008 that I woke up to find my Dad dead outside my door. I was 13, and he was 41. Things had been bad in my family for a long time at this point, and whilst I wish I could say that I was “ready” for something so profoundly difficult to come my way, my Dad’s death totally destroyed my world. 4 years on and I am no longer the young 13 year old who desperately tried to…